This is Julie writing to you, I had a great time at study group last night – albeit a little uncomfortable for me at first. I stepped out of the ‘facilitator role’ for this study and have handed that responsibility over to the very capable hands of Ellen Hynes – so, I was able to do something that I really enjoy doing and that is: observing! So, the following is what I observed last night…
‘Selfish’ – that was the word spoken last night in our Wednesday night group… It was interesting from my vantage point to watch the expressions of so many faces in the room change. Some were amused, some were confused, and some were curious to see where the conversation would turn next.
Oh, I know, ‘selfish’ isn’t a term we often use in the context of our lives as followers of Christ and for good reason. A ‘selfish’ person, defined by Webster’s, is one that is ‘concentrating on one’s own advantage, pleasure, or well-being without regard for others.’ By the way, have you looked up the word ‘self ’ anything in the dictionary lately? Numerous words with the prefix ‘self’ that is telling in itself!
In relation to context in our study group last night, the word ‘selfish’ would be more in alignment with the word ‘self-care.’ It’s true, life isn’t about us; but it starts with us making choices that honor God. We must learn to care for ourselves in some capacity, agreed? (Sabbath rest, being still, etc.) So, self-care is a good thing, maybe even ‘brave’ for us to consider.
My eyes and ears observed this message last night from our discussion: there aren’t any easy answers. The tension that comes when faced with the abundant need that we face in a fallen world is overwhelming. So, here’s my encouragement for you in this study. The tension is there to help you and me to determine our own heart and its motive. There will always be some sort of tension, let it grow and listen to it, be patient with the process and follow the movement of God’s direction.
And also, let’s remember the underlying premise of our study, ‘Do You Know Who I Am?’ Remember, this is God’s question for you and me in our circumstance. Remember the character of God and what He will do in a heart fully surrendered to Him.
See you in Bible Study!
Julie
